Not looking forward to anything .

Its already 3.33am now . & i dont feel like sleeping , was texting Stein now , & crying . I dont know why . Maybe because i pass by someone 's blog & found out alot alot things , but why am i feeling so upset until cry ? Maybe im crazy , -.-" Stein was finding people out to eat now , Im finding people to text x.x Maybe not ? Somehow i have a feeling of running missing again >: Listening to Rock band song instead of R&B , my life is empty , my life full of darkness , anyone could walk me out to a brighter side ? I am so useless , a bitch -.-" Was late for school today , so i didnt go school . Headed to Amk , friend's house , have breakfast , & then sleep , afternoon wake up & mrt-ed home . Have maggie at 5pm . Charged my phone , 7 plus cab down to Hougang Point have dinner , after that went buy something , cabbed down to Lor 9 . Around 11pm plus , headed down to Lor 13 & have buffet , Ni du invite us go eat . I saw the same guy at Hougang point who say hello to me -.-" Lols , shocked , whatever , 12am plus , down to Tampines 204 for friend's grandma funeral . 1am plus went home by cab , reached home around 2am . Tears still dropping , dont feel like sleeping >: Bye readers .